I started a new job at the beginning of January, as a tech, for a contractor that preforms installs for DirecTV and AT&T. As a tech, I drive to the job site and can see multiple jobs a day with sometimes an hour drive between jobs.
When I drive now, be it the work truck, or my truck, I get sucked into the road and I see nothing else, no emotion, no problems, there's nothing but the road and myself. Cars, animals, buildings, people, it all appears grey to me. There is someone that I occasionally call at the end of a work day. An old Friend from Utah, who's easy to talk to for hours, that seems to be one of few that can pull me out of this trance. I get home, hang up the phone, lie down, and close my eyes, and my last thoughts before drifting off, are of getting up and doing it again the next day.
It felt good to post again, forgive me for I have been very busy with work, I hope you guys enjoyed the read!
Good Luck and Stay Safe Out There!